I'm so numb
If you cut my arm off, I wouldn't know
Lately I'm scared of myself, I don't show it
I don't show it

What are drugs, if not a bump in the road?
I've become restless
I tend not to sleep anymore, but
Anymore, but

I guess I'm the problem if I'm always hurtin'
Scared what I'd find If I pull back the curtain
Mom said to Dad that she hopes that I figure it out
'Cause I'm older now
Breakin' me down

And I'm wrong a lot
Still so defensive, it's what I've become
'Til I neglect all the ones that I love
All the ones I love

And I've noticed a pattern of everyone leavin'
Happens when I open up with my feelings
Took me a while, but I think that I'm over it now
I don't know how
Breakin' me—

Hate to admit, but I like taller buildings
And big open spaces without any ceilings
But I can't imagine myself having figured it out
'Cause I'm older now
I'm breakin' me down

Breakin' me down
Breakin' me down
Breakin' me down
Breakin' me down